Tuesday, September 18, 2007

viel glück







In my second day in Porto, just after drying my tears under the warm Porto's Sun, i met 3 cool Germans at the beach while reading my stupid German book. I saw them playing volleyball and I thought...hummm I'm not so good but a bit of sport can be cool for confused minds and why not continuing relaxed and speaking with everyone as in berlin... it was a big surprise when I found that they were all Germans. Und keine deutsche kartoffeln!

A bit sport, short talk about the city and lots of fun. Maus Hábitos = schlechte gewonheiten, it's a cool bar in a last floor in the city centre, unfortunatelly with scheisse music. Berlin gave me bad habits... Patrick, you gave me bad habits. How do you want that I fit well again here? I can't appreciate this music anymore.

Then we tried to find a new bar...pitch , i walked and walked around the city centre, only to find, allready drunk, that the bar we we're looking for, was just in the same street. Good Maria...good!

too much smoke, medium music, but speaking german and dancing made me good!










die REISE...POrto mercke mich yut!



hey Juls, sieht wie mein verrückt kopf


habe dich gesehen wenn wir war am strand, selt, indio cabane

Monday, September 17, 2007

i don't think, when have a lot to do







going Miramar

MIRA= seeing

MAR=sea

seeing the see it's the name of this place


When my surf doctor brother is not studying …he ‘s cool! We don’t hear him screaming or imposing the silence rules in our father's house! So now, still free of school after his holidays in Costa Rica, he invites me to go camping at the beach, to go for swim and visit some exhibitions. Yo! Good reception. Grazzie mille Diogo! We left the house and drove for about 5 minutes.. That's the time it takes to arrive to the beach . And my brother says we can drive to super beaches in about 30 minutes !!…this is a perfect city for surfers. I have lived here for so long that I think I almost forgot how good it is to have this strong relation with the sun and water. I need a cure… I don t think, i let me only burn under this warm sun, and I hear my friends saying…it’s so cold it’s so cold...Summer is ending

But for me, after cold Berlin, this is the summer that i still didn't have







With burned skin and cool mind we went Gaia. Porto and Gaia live side by side , divided from Douro, our golden river. OURO=GOLD … In a old monastery, Tiago Feijóo, a friend, paints creative and complex paintings. The exhibition is still there and deserves a visit…but more than the exhibition, Tiago words and explanation and walk around the monestary ,excited me a lot. My mind now is exploding of ideas and I feel starting working, or helping him organising a future exhibition. I really think that his working process should bebe part of the exhibition. He paints different processes at the same time, in the different parts of this beautiful monastery , inspired from his world and amazing view of Porto.



This afternoon made me really thought, my city is really beautiful.



Returning home,… where I lived since my 2 years old, and where my grandmother also lived, I saw the new cool generation that lived the quiet colorful streets , with skates and crazy bikes. It’s still nice to live here, to know the people around, and to feel part of a story.


Thursday, September 13, 2007

capitalism Porto and Berlin..for u Patrik chique

Patrick, i saw this moovies... and i laught remenbering the intired actions where i have bin or i heard this year from you. you brought me in a interesting world crazy friend. I never thought that they, the city or people, would give me so much new information and critic. my brain is exploding of flying ideas about eveything,

uh uh uh uh (you laughing) ahahhahaha


you will get crazy when you arrive portugal, and understand the capitalist situation that we actually live here. Its so different. So so So! With good things and bad things as i told you..... but the consumism is really a big problem, and make me really think that i would want to live in other way........ huhu uh uh uh ..so much to learn! Rita says...that is difficult going agains the see (portuguse expression: difficult to fight against what everyone does

I think i will get in to a deep reportage about it and try to understand the contrast between this 2 realities POrto/BERLIN, ..... uh uh uh .... all this demos that we lived this year , brought me in this confuse state of mind. uh uh uh I will take you norte shopping, than to a hair dresser where towns of beautiful women spend lots $$$, to a catolic university park (autos),my own house...and you will understand me better,you wil understand Rita better. Berlin is other world my friend. I think you will be choked.

Please...after this trip, you could start making some crazy actions and change this beautiful country. Missing you , waiting for you... I am preparing myself to change house, and i am starting seing that i have o much. For 2 days i am organising lots of boxes of clothes, books, things ...someone will need it more than me. PROUD?

Thanks for all the good places that you brougt me, my mind is exploding of ideas ,again and again.... my eyes see everything a bit different! I can't have conlusions yet, but i feel myself in a deep cosy silence and peace, that i can 't share. With time i think things become clear.And maybe i understand what i want.

I lived so much! I hAVE DONE SO MUCH. I am truely a happy lucky person, even not being in Berlin. I am not the keeper of the true. I don t know whats happening tomorrow....but as i know myself ... i will make things good, surprising you lots of times.... Here or there.

BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY buy bUy buy !!!BUy BUY buy buy bUY BUY BUY BUY BUY Y buyyyyyyyy
ahhaha music for you darling. music for you!!!!uh uhuhuhu uhuhu (you laughting again and again...so difficult makinh patrick laught...ahahahhahaha maria smiling for you)

I hope to learn with what i saw... and not fall again in the same mistakes that i have done so often.

bis bald bis bald mein suss
Massenandrang bei Einkaufs-Center Eröffnung endet im Chaos!

http://www.clipfish.de/videoplayer.swf?as=0&videoid=ODQxODAwfDExODgyMzY=&r=1&c=FFFF65

http://www.rtl.de/news/rtl_aktuell_videoplayer.php?article=13174

http://www.crisco-connection.com/?p=607

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=17947420

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=17950180

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=17950409

http://www.spiegel.de/panorama/0,1518,505247,00.html

http://www.rtl.de/news/rtl_aktuell_videoplayer.php?article=13174

http://de.indymedia.org/2007/09/194107.shtml

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

See you soon, HERE or THERE




Hallo people.


I am out of internet, time and mind,…and I have a heart exploding with so much things to share,.. but I can ‘t.


Since I arrived , I really feel that no one understand me, including myself. Scheisse people! …Ich fuhle mich Scheisse! Anyway, I have time…you have time to understand this crazy mind, because in the same way I wrote this miturbano for the good Portuguese friends that helped me going Berlin… I will continue writing it for you now.

I won t disappear so easy from your lives.

Danke alle für so viel ! Wirclich DANKE. Für ein Jahr habe ich nach Berlin mit hangst gegangen. Porto war perfect… Ich habe gedacht dass ich lasse die besser Jahr von mein Leben.

Heute, danach diese uberrachung Jahr, ich fuhle mich wirclich Wohl im Berlin!


WOHL!!!


Und Danke alle dass machen diese gefuhl möglich und das haben mich im die stadt gebracht. Danke Petja, Patrick, salsa Simon, dani Ofer und Robert, kleine Marie, Juls und super cool freunde, brotchen Simon, kopernikus Boys, Igor, Maria, Anne, Rita e Mariana, Shadi, Anita…alle…. Your all welcome to Portugal.

ich möechte nicht zuruck kommen, und war komisch zu sehen das ich habe nicht so viel oder niemande wirclich vermisse. Bin ich eine trocken gefuhl los Maria?Oder bin ich verwert? One day crying in Palma , the 40 ºC dried my tires Now...only waiting the time passing and settle down this feelings. i think i need time to understand all i have done. And it was... a LOT.

Danke Julien für die letse tagen, wir haben alles perfect gemacht.

Ich fuhle mich glüclich von alles das ich habe gelebt. And in my heart have wonderful pictures and friends. Bis Bald Berlin


Nicht alles ist scheisse… I am a optimist person! ein stark labersack! Strand arte mich draussen. Die Sonne ist stark. Hummm das mache mich yut. 3 peple playing volley... i think..you should be who you are, here or there. I asked to join the game. They were all germans. It was a good feeling soeaking again this amazing language. I can t let my primitive Deutsch disapear.


My brother make me smile.
i missed him
a LOT
with him....

I don t think much


and behind this smile, is still a small confuse mädchen




see you soon...here or there

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

yut yut alte! good as always Julien

CHECK IT !!!
specially Morassutti , Ofer and Raka







CHECK IT

specially Marie, Ofer and Raka







running for things that i havn' t done!

Sweet Dani take me out of home for a sweet lunch... we ate Le Corbusier building, and it was actually tasty in this sad sad sad day!
I remenber the first week where we met us here, and we said, we need to go there, and there, and there...so much to see! I am in my last 6 days of this adventure and i still have so much to learn from this city, so much to see, so much things that i thought...i have time, i see it later!

so tomorrow Dani...i am running for one more adventure and look some forgotten tresors in Charlottenburg!




ani oevte otra !manichma?lareim !

Monday, September 03, 2007

berlim pelos meus olhos...danke Marie

"hey du muschi...ich komme aus xberg"

a city where different cultures live together,


Nunca vi uma cidade onde o espirito bairrista fosse tão forte! Há gente que faz o seu dia no seu bairro e dali não sai. Esta ideia de cidade sem centro, trás a qualidade da existência de vários centros, e assim sendo, cada bairrista vive aconchegado no seu centro, e a ideia de berlim como uma cidade grande e aterrorizadora desaparece1
a city where i walked so much times on my one and i never felt alone,...
a city that was so big in the first days, and that today make me feel at home

city for dogs; dogs in metro, street , university
a happy free dog, lives in berlin


for lots of things belin doesn t have age


ahhhh ! Veteranenstrasse...the street for ice creams...
hum curd(quark), honey, sesam ... ginger, apple cake ice

a city where everything feels cheap, where a dinner can cost 3 euros, a beer 50 cents a room 200 euros,.... but where also, lots of people live with nothing


Kotbusser tor...
die schlechteste U-Bahn Station

Sternburg, halp litre beer that kill gooood and easy your thirst for 50
cents
Anyway... juls thinks that portugueses are crazyer, because we have 1
litre super bock
...do you know any portuguese that drink one alone?...
a city for music, ...a city where the partys ,culture or protest happen
on the street all the time, ...for me for you for all.

a city for music, ...a city where the partys ,culture or protest happen on the street all the time, ...for me for you for all.





its not easy to make friends, but the day you made them , they stay for life

berlin, the city where i never felt lost,... i had always a crazy nice person ready to help me

Saturday, September 01, 2007